tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38928864129600917482024-02-20T12:36:17.959-08:00books and other random things :)morganhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07239044640661609837noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3892886412960091748.post-35249930221747804792010-05-08T09:42:00.000-07:002010-05-08T10:16:19.139-07:00i donis this how it's supposed to be?<br />just one little mistake and then i'm free?<br />i say one word i'm free from friends,<br />i make one phone call i'm free from love,<br />i do one wrong i'm free from happiness...<br />is this how it's supposed to be?<br /><br />everytime i move it's just in circles,<br />seeing the same thing over and over again,<br />it feels like time's going slower,<br /> things are not working right,<br />i take one look and realize,<br />that i'm losing everything.<br /><br />why am i the one losing?<br />why is it me?<br />there's other people in this world,<br />can't they feel the same pain as me,<br />just for one tiring day?<br />i feel like i'm losing everything,<br />i'm no longer here,<br />why is it i take one step,<br />everything is gone?<br /><br />one foot down, a hole comes in,<br />taking it's place.<br />and then i fall,<br />down into a black hole,<br />that i thought wouldn't be there anymore,<br />but everytime that i look down,<br />i can't ever see the ground.<br /><br />i'm losing you,<br />i'm not sure why,<br />but everytime i speak to you,<br />the realationship dies,<br />just a little.<br />everytime i fall,<br />a new shade of darkness falls in.<br />and when i finally reach the ground,<br />another vortex sweeps me back in.<br /><br />and when i do find a solid place,<br />to land my feet again,<br />it'll be with someone who understands me.<br />someone who will be my friend.<br />someone who can love me the way i am,<br />and not for who they want.<br /><br />then when i say one word,<br />i'll have friends,<br />when i make one phone call i'll have love.<br />and when i do one wrong, i'll feel happiness,<br />cause i know i can learn from it...<br /><br />when i find that serenity,<br />i'll be me again,<br />the one that everyone knows,<br />the one that everyone loves,<br />the one,<br />that i,<br />can love.<br /><br />so i ask again,<br />jsut so you can understand,<br />it this how it's supposed to be?<br />just one little mistake,<br />and then,<br />i'm free?morganhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07239044640661609837noreply@blogger.com0